Thursday, 29 May 2008

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  I'm A Sucker For Anything Acoustic!

  I do not know why but I love acoustic, I am a sucker for most of it. You can take almost any song and create an acoustic version and I will gush and blush with glee and put it on repeat. I cannot resist. Tonight I shall list a number of things that make me numb with happiness. Temporary fixes if you will, things I cannot or have a real hard time with resisting.
  
  coffee with anyone at any place at anytime. I will ask you out for coffee if I hardly know you. There is magic in sharing a good cup of joe.
  
  smoking a cigarette with anyone is also quite pleasing and I have a real hard time resisting a cigarette or a good smoke with someone I care about and trust. There is value in sharing conversation and a cigarette. There is an extreme value in a friend that you share everything with. Coffee, Conversation, Cigarettes, Walks, Talks, Meeting People. This is the portion of the blog where I confess that I love to place little snippets of a shout out in my blogs. Dear Lindsay, I love you and I miss you and all the wondrous times we shared.
  
  I cannot resist forgiveness and forgetting things that are better left alone. It's the past.
  But in turn I cannot resist being absolutely nostalgic.
  
  I cannot really resist eating or drinking whatever I crave. I have a fast metabolism. I'm pretty thankful for that.
  
  I cannot resist a strong conversation about the meaning of life. I will reiterate my beliefs to another person and I will soak each little piece of opinion or fact they want to add.
  
  I cannot resist parties in which I have the opportunity to have  each of the follow; a good drink, a good dance, and meeting new people.
  
  If we randomly meet, I will ask you to add me on facebook. I love meeting new people.
  
  I cannot resist whomever doesn't want me. I am usually very independent but when it comes to relationships and the situations starts to turn towards the idea that they are in control of what happens. I cannot resist them. I desire so intensely to be in control that I will do almost anything.
  
  I cannot resist free things, even if they are ridiculous, I love freebies.
  
  I cannot resist signing up for new sites and sniffing out the good websites from the bad. I have an addiction to the internet. For so long I was not ashamed of that, I am not ashamed now I just wish I knew what to replace it with.
  
  Sometimes I put excuses in front of the situation to make it look like I am aware of what is causing me to be so seemingly set back.
  The truth is that I know it has been me all along, but I feel like I know something more or less than the rest of the human race and for that reason I am lost.
  Lost in what meaning these classes, courses, colleges, and careers are...odd they all begin with c's.
  
  But I am ready to succeed. Fear of rejection or failure will not stop me anymore. I cannot handle this nothing real to live for anymore but the spinning ideas in my mind.
  
  My mind works differently than most. I most look inside to find a solution that will help me, succeed not only to my means but I guess to everyone else's.
  
  But I feel like a shapeless clay being molded into the ideal. How is it I love ideals and can never resist discussing what I desire and what I will do in the future but the ideals of the world are so disgusting to me?
  
  I am often disturbed. I believe we have to fill an image to make any change in this world. We gotta sell our souls to cash in. I hate how deeply the routes of our existence have been entangled with economics. I want the ideal that no one else can see.
  
  I hope I will wake up with a job in the morning. I do not care if I am bigger or lesser than you hoped me to be, I wanna be me.
  
  Answer me honestly if this was too teen angsty for you?! Oh pardon me while I listen to something acoustic to mellow my mind and sooth my soul.
   
  I am a sucker for anything acoustic, I'm starting to think I'm just a sucker.
  
  
  Alexis
  

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